back on the internets

well i had a blog, then stop because im lazy and wake up at 2pm. anyways i was convinced to blog again so here i am.

so life has been getting along decently so far. I hit my one year mark in the good ole AirForce on Dec18th. And its been one hell of a year. This is the second year i spent away from home during the Kwanzaa season. This Thanksgiving i spent with two friends drinking at some bar doing karaoke. I ended up drinking too much Souchu and threw up at the bar, on the train back, and in my room, while they were filming it all. I also threw up the next day. I plan to smoke cigars and chill with my non-Christan buddies on Baby j's birthday. Holidays have lost their meaning to me, especially religious ones. After all the things I've seen and heard, I don't believe in god, unless i'm in a situation where i might need him/her and some extra supernatural assistance would help.

love life? how bout lack of one. Japan wasn't what everyone made it out to be, or maybe i just suck at getting women. My buddy dean and i go out often and go dance it out at some techno clubs every other weekend or so. According to him i end up drinking too much and get lost in the music, that i dont realize all the non-English speaking japanese chicks are trying to dance with me. but im always in my own little world prolly dancing like and idiot and trying to get the crowd all riled up. My philosophy in life is, just be yourself and everything will eventually fall into place. Its just another excuses for me to be lazy.

I've been keeping in touch with a few people back home. mostly mr.joel guatum and tyson dirty unrau. It seems we're all facing the same problems. Joel and his trying to get a girl, but kinda afraid or something, so hes not asking out to a date upfront. Tyson and his hatred of work. Pretty much no matter where you go, or what you do, you are gonna face the same problems. So joining the AF and moving to Japan won't get rid of them its just complicates things further to the point where you find yourself drinking and playing xbox alot.

i've done alot of site seeing, even bought a fancy camera to take better pictures. And out of all the places i've been, the clubs, malls, bars, the best place i've been to are the temples. its so quite and calm there. the feeling there is different, its kinda hard to explain. Im not religious at all but i really like the temples, such a beautiful place. I say all this because i went to go visit the big Buddha today at Kamakura. You gotta be there to really get what im trying to say.

i've been drinking so i forgot what else i was gonna write, so ima post some pics from today's sweet adventure.

fail. it wont let me post pics for some reason. i will try on a later date. might be able to get them on my flickr. so check it out it you want visual arousal.